goodbye, scout boy

Our dear Scout has passed away.

Goodbye, Scout Boy | iloveitallwithmonikawright.com

He had a relapse of the same ailments he had back in September and even after another stay at the Vet, IV's and antibiotics, he just couldn't kick it. So many tests were run, x-rays, and more. We even sent a sample off to UC Davis to have his DNA tested to rule out a genetic disorder common to Border Collies.

He stayed well for a few days and then quickly became ill again. Even a second round of antibiotics didn't help. And really, he didn't even want to take them. We couldn't even bribe him with bread, his favorite treat. 

Oh gosh, his puppy dog eyes. It hurt me to see him so sad. I think he gave up, knowing that he just couldn't beat it. He laid his snout on my lap, looked up at me, and we said our goodbye.

He loved life. He loved his girls. He loved everyone, really. 

This sweet boy that was born on Valentine's Day has been gone a week, but I couldn't quite get the courage to write about it.

Goodbye, Scout Boy.

13 comments

  1. I'm so, so sorry. I lost my Belle 30 years ago and I miss her as much today as I did the day after she left us. She was my first dog, and so very special for more than just being #1. I used to say she was more a loving sister to me than my own sisters because she didn't talk back, didn't argue, and loved me every minute of every day, no matter what.
    I know how you feel, and I'm sorry you have to go through it...

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  2. So sorry to hear about Scout. It must be hard for the girls.
    Our pets leave foot prints on our hearts.

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  3. Oh, Monika. I have no words. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you so much love.

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  4. Monika, I sit here with tears in my eyes as I read this beautiful post about your boy, Scout. I am so sorry to both you and your family for the loss of a truly loved boy xx

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  5. Oh, Monika. Scout was a lucky dog to live with your family and you all were lucky to have him with you.

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  6. I can't imagine your pain and loss... Our pets are such a big part of our lives and Scout was a lucky boy to have such a loving family!!!

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  7. Oh my so sorry. Our 3 year old Border Collie had to be put down last summer as we tried everything but he was sick and couldn't be fixed either... so sad. I feel for you.

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  8. Here I am in front of my computer crying over your loss as well as for all the pets I've lost in my lifetime. At least they were loved. taken care of, cherished, photographed, journaled and blogged about. So many others didn't even get one of those. He was a LUCKY Scout to spend his life as part of your family.

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  9. I'm so sorry Monika. Hugs to you and your family. :(

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  10. I'm so sorry for the loss of your dog. Losing pets is so very sad and hard. Hugs to you and the family

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  11. aw, my heart breaks for you! hugs to you all!

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  12. This is so sad. I am so sorry for your loss.
    Sending big hugs to all of you.

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  13. So sorry for your loss. The love of a pet is unconditional and so greatly missed. Lots of hugs coming your way.

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